The reason you don’t care is because you already know

I’ve honestly not needed anyone else I’ve gotten used to watching them go

Wanting to be loved and wanting someone to really care

Is just the desire for the journey, but unstoppable I’ll always get there


I’m that pressure that pushes until everything has to give

That powerful force that wins regardless of the pain it is to live

You cannot control what you are unable to stop

Threats, bullying or emotional breakdowns, my soul has always fought


It’s inevitable that I will always carry on

Doesn’t matter who is still here or who is gone

Like a zombie with a mission and single mind

It doesn’t matter what happens in the world around me I find


One foot in front of the other, I cannot stand still

Doesn’t matter if terrain be it muddy, concrete or steep hill

Exhaustion is something that is normal everyday

When you consider all of this, I am unstoppable in every way


The fact is I’m stronger than I want to be

I honestly want to have someone else protect and shelter me

Instead I’ll take everything in and even wear a smile

Crushing some goals and taking the criticisms all the while


Maybe there is a final destination or actual end

It seems so long because I can’t even see around the bend

So I move and do what I need to do as I wake everyday

Unstoppable until I get to rest in peace as down I will finally lay


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I'm turning 40 in April 2017... So much seems to have happened and changed. I guess I am feeling I should have it figured out by 40, but does anyone every really have it all figured out?

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