Alone In My Hell

There is nowhere left to run

 

I don’t want to impose on anyone

 

Besides no one can really understand

 

Marching to my own beat; me a one-man-band

 

My mind is dark and maybe sick

 

I don’t even know what makes me tick

 

I’m so rundown; oh, I’m beyond tired

 

Nothing sleep can solve, it’s how my brain is wired

 

At night my dreams become nightmares

 

Things I cannot speak of, plus no one really cares

 

It is true?  Is there really no peace

 

I’m stuck in hell, no pending date of release

 

Is this why my head and chest are heavy with pain

 

All my crying and screaming are done in vain

 

Maybe I do deserve this what seem like a curse

 

After all, my own father told me I am the worst….

 

 

 

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notfeeling40

I'm turning 40 in April 2017... So much seems to have happened and changed. I guess I am feeling I should have it figured out by 40, but does anyone every really have it all figured out?

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