What to Do?

What do you do when you realize it is all a joke


How they will just turn away as on your feelings you choke


You are left alone to tread in your despair


The closest to you scatter, so they don’t have to fake their care


You’ll get over it as you always do without anything from them


They leave you be, so you can deal with whatever, on them just don’t depend


It’s noticeable they seem happier when you walk away


You can hear laughter and happy chatter when to you nothing they had to say


You really do love them so maybe you should just disappear


Imagine maybe their lives are less complex without you in them, oh dear….



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I'm turning 40 in April 2017... So much seems to have happened and changed. I guess I am feeling I should have it figured out by 40, but does anyone every really have it all figured out?

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