Plea to the Destroyer

I’m so tired, yet I’d rather not sleep
I’ve had enough nightmares to last for weeks
Just when I think you’re out of my head
I’m haunted by things you still do or heard things you’ve said

I can’t imagine what it must be like to be you
To play all the games, tell the lies, mess with the lives you do
Doesn’t matter if it’s an adult or even just a little boy
What you can’t control, you destroy

You’re not even happy with your own life
“Misery loves company” so you wield your sharpest knife
However, you’re good at playing the victim when given the chance
I’m amazed at all who really know you but yet they still dance

With all these years of practice you’ve gotten it down
People are either disposed of or to you are bound
Isn’t it tiring to control so many people all the time
Maybe that’s why you’re so stressed and drink so much wine

What ever could happened to make anyone become like this
Do you even know all the things that you actually do miss
You can’t feel what genuine love is or peace of heart
God help you when the day comes you answer for all the damage you impart

Why can’t you just love others for who they are
Why can’t you just be there as a support
Why do you have to be in control of everything and everyone
Why do you have to destroy…….

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notfeeling40

I'm turning 40 in April 2017... So much seems to have happened and changed. I guess I am feeling I should have it figured out by 40, but does anyone every really have it all figured out?

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